Well, dearest want me post something sweet. K, grant him. But i've got nothing to post, actually. :/ Well, meeting MeiBao at Police Cantonment Complex later on. (:
Currently at Parklane Shopping Centre's lan shop. My eyes is closing. Rotting. As for me, thinking of what to post. Bored to death. Was reading my old post. Wow. Alot of changes made.
From this house to another, runaway from home and stuffs. Thinking back, I'm so stupid. And now, not runaway from home. The worst thing happen. Mother chased me out. Have been living at Grandmother's place for 2months. For this 2months, I've learnt alot. Money hard to earn, hard to save. I'm always thinking that my mother work is easy. Now I know life isn't easy for her. Yet, I'm still so rebellious. I do regret. What I can do now is hope school will accept me again. Go back to school, study hard, continue to work hard to earn a living. Perhaps this is all I can do to amend those stupid things I've done in the past. Rebel against Mother and teachers. But yet, these people are the one that are always giving me chances. Never give up on me, always there for me when I need them. Well, I didn't know how to treasure. I'm too foolish, yea. I know. Hopefully, it's not too late to change everything. I do want to be my Mother's good daughter. I know doing all these bad things hurt her. But what choice? What has done, cannot be undone. I only can try my best to be her good daughter now, before everything's too late. I'm sorry, mummy. Hope this Tuesday appointment with Mr Ong, will be a good one. Hopefully, the school will take me back again. I won't let you disappointed again. Even if I retain Sec 3 next year, I'll continue. This I promise you. I want to go back to Marine Terrace, the warm and loving house of mine. ):
Special post for dearest: Dearest, I want you to know that I do treasure this relationship. And I do want to last. All I need is your trust, nothing else. Quarreling everyday from the first day we're together. All because the trust isn't there. Well, it hurts. A relationship won't be able to last without TRUST. Perhaps you need time to gain trust in me ba. I understand, and I'm understanding. ;D Please believe that my love for you is true, definitely. I cried to my Darling each time we quarrel. I do hope all the tears I shed is worth it. I don't want any quarrels anymore. We always quarrel because of some misunderstandings and lack of trust. :/ I love you, my dearest boy. ♥ 20thApril2010, yours. (:
