Well, alot of things has been happening these few weeks. Not very happy. :( school, work, relationship. Everything has got problems. I can't take it anymore. Please, save me! I need a break, seriously.
School: Went to school this afternoon. Well, was given the whole of this month, until 31st May to take exams. Gonna self study, take the exams and get back to school. Study and work at the same time. Gonna be more stress. What to do? This is Singapore. No cert = no life. Realistic enough. Am going to get the bloody N level cert and leave the school! Plan for my course, and yes, looking forward to my goals. Planned until very nice already eh. Hope won't be spoilt, k! Jiayou, Ahgirl! ;D
Relationship: Things ain't getting any better. Quarreling every single day. I'm really very tired. I do love you, yet you're hurting me again and again. I'm a human being too, I will get hurt. I'll feel the pain. Each time we quarrel, I gave in. But in the end, I still get all these shit! Whywhywhy? D: sometimes, I do feel like ending this relationship. But I just can't let go. The feeling is too strong. Apologising doesn't mean that you're right and I'm wrong, it means I do treasure this relationship and I don't wanna lose you. Yea, I know I ain't a good girlfriend. But I've tried my best. I'm sorry if I still can't sastify you. 我已经尽力了. 我只希望我们的感情能够和别人的一样. I don't want any quarrels anymore, it hurts.
Work: Stress! The best and the only word i can describe. Well, basically everybody is good to me. except for someone. That looks like a pig, acts like a dog and gay. I can't take it anymore. Will explode anytime. Senior part-time, so? Still part time what. What's the big fat deal? So you think you're SENIOR part-time, you're good at everything? Well, let me tell you la, nobody is perfect in this world. Please know your standard. Nobody likes you, seriously. The things you do make people feel irritated. Don't wanna talk about this pig, dog or gay already. Very spoil mood, you know! :@ Alright, so far, everything was ok with my other colleagues. All very friendly. I like it. Woots! ;D For the past few months, I learnt alot. Some wonderful and treasureable experiences. You seriously can learnt alot when you start to work. :) Can be fun, happy, enjoyable, relaxing and alot of different moods. I do enjoy working there. ;D
