Alright, i'm here to update again. Well, have been staying at home. So I have nothing much to post. Everyday doing the same things, i'm getting sick and tired of it. I wanna go out. Please, forward the time. I need to go out to vent out everything. I'm so stress. And I can't take it anymore.
Well, broke up on 5th monthsary. How wonderful? Now that we've go our separate ways, you should be happy. Right? Yea, our texts are getting lesser and shorter. And I see you change, you're no longer the same. I forgave and forget doesn't mean that I really let you do everything you want. Everything has a limit. Please get this right. I forget about everything you did, doesn't mean that you can repeat it again and again. You're hurting me like nobody's business. I tolerated everything. For this 5months, haven't I done my part as a girlfriend? I've done alot, sacrifice alot. Yet this is what I get in the end. So why do I still think of you now? You left a deep scar behind. I want to let go, but I can't. You make me fall so deep. I tried to give you everything, trying to give in each time we quarrel. But you seems to take everything for granted, like I owe you everything. I don't live to please people, I live to please myself. Why am I doing so much? I love you the strongest and craziest, but you took my love for granted. If everything could start over, I won't cry, i'll let you know I can be fine. You make me feel that its not worth loving you so much, but i've never regretted loving you so much, I swear. I'm taking back my heart, because you didn't protect it. I don't want to get hurt anymore. Perhaps, all I need is time now. Those moments with you were so sweet, so happy. Everything has come to an end. Well, I guess this is really the end of us. Take care, my dear boy. I still love you. ♥
