Okay, i'm finally home. Injections are killing me. Pain pain pain.
Well, I hope you're better off without me. I ain't perfect, I know. I don't wanna lose you. Because you're the first I loved so deeply, yet hurt me much deeper too. It really hurts to lose you. But I guess you would be happier without me in your life. I do miss the days we had together. And I really love you. I promise to love no one else, only you. Nobody can enter my life anymore. My heart will always open for you to let you step in to my life again. I will wait for your return, even if its impossible. I love you, C.JunJie. ♥
